Good Friday

Thank you Jesus for being my Saviour.  Without you I am nothing. Thank you for loving me!!!

a little lonely

I miss when I lived in Redding and had a lot of friends and I could always find someone to hang out with.  

I feel like I don't always fit in with the friends I have here. My work friends are a little too much for me to handle out side of work unless its beer-thirty on campus. I feel too young and annoying when I hang out with my friends that are older and have kids.  I don't know my church friends well enough yet. And my school friends are just at school. I guess mostly I just miss Jordan and Rachel and Alli and wish I could still go hang out with them whenever I wanted. That would be nice.

Its weird that I feel like this because typically and even now I love being alone. 

First Time

So I have a blog this is wierd. 

I think I will get some complaining out of the way... I hate school very much I hate getting up and going I hate sitting through class and I hate doing homework!!!! Sometimes I wish I could quit school and just be a stay at home wife then a stay at home mom that seems nice. Pattie and I were talking about how awesome it would be to be a stay at home mom when all your kids are at school cause then you can hang out with your friends at coffee shops all day and only dress in workout clothes. But then would that be a waste of my talent? Maybe. For now I have resigned to tough it out, graduate in December, go through the credential program and then teach children how to read for the next 40 years. Seriously though I really do want to be a teacher I just like to complain.

I feel better now.